说好的幸福呢。。。

[Silent]................................................................................................................
dunno why i've been listening and repeating to this song "说好的幸福呢" for umpteen times..maybe i'm flashing back the recent things that had happened and this song actually helps me to recall those incidents more clearly..even though those happenings were not the pleasant ones, yet this is what actually i will do to help me do self-reflection and also to recollect those good times with everyone at my surroundings..

[i admitted to you that i was wrong because u did tell me off when i wasn't right, thx for doing this to me..i've realized that u're so important to me that u could actually read my mind needlessly to speak out myself..u were just my nemesis..i told u i was a LEO, reasonable for me to be stubborn and being controlled by my own emotion..u just shouted at me and told me off badly..not everyone would do this to me and this shows that u really care about me..u wan me to well behave for my own and others' good..u r such a thoughtful person :) i will always bear in mind what u'd told me]

[[u would always ask me a lot of questions concerning us..sometimes i thought that i knew what u're thinking, but u would always make me full of doubts out of the sudden..yet u would go like nothing had happened and this made me even doubtful..quite a few times i wanted to tell u what actually i was thinking, and i think it's better for me to make things clear to u..however, i just couldn't spit those words out of my mouth..i wanted u to clarify to me too even though u seemed not having that kinda thoughts..i sensed ur regret although i never thought u would..this is why i want to know what u think actually..so just move on with doubts along..till we have to chance to tell each other what we're thinking......]]

shall end my post now with a lot of doubts in my mind, lol..and, basically i had a lot of fun yesterday that i had written a bunch of codes myself for the Programming Module that i was really proud of, hihi^^ working was rather relaxing despite the duty of doing G/W (*again, =X) lmao..in the contrary, today was busy like hell (*not supposed to be as today is Wednesday)..the whole Sashimi Family did help out instead of doing nothing like usual, ROFL..today's lesson was SUX, the faci was also SUX..!!!@#$%^&*&^%#%!@#!@

LOL, i think i really should stop typing as it's alrdy 1.30am and i should sleep..!! recep, recep and recep..everyday recep, make me wanna SIGHHHHHHH....... Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, (*not sure yet about Sunday but hopefully not..) SIGHHHHHHHHHHH........................... but, Tracy would be the Cashier of the day on Friday, the very first time of being a Cashier..!!! lol, should have a lot of fun then..hehe^^