Disappointment to the MAX....!!!!

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supposed i could just keep spamming "sigh" in my blog to make things better.. :( i feel so bad that i had alrdy promised the whole W16K class to have an outing together on 1st of August, but i have no choice but to break my promise due to work..SIGH SIGH SIGH..!!!! we've agreed to go to Peter's Dad's Vegetarian Restaurant and eat together, head to ECP for rollerblading, cycling etc etc...*SCREAAAAMMMMMM....!!!!!!! I'M SO FRUSTRATED NOW.....!!!!! they said they didnt have enough part timers on that day, and wanted me to work, if i ever refused, my schedule on the day before also would be wiped off...!!!! WTH (*feel like giving a chain of swearing or so-called "san zi jing"...!!!!) me and Valen thought that we should give in and might not try to disobey, otherwise our lives at Sushi Tei would become more and more miserable..so we both would be working on that day..they might have thought that we're going to make them diffucult due to sortage of ppl, shit!!

seems like there's no trustworthy full timer left except Tracy, she's the only one who knows me and understands me well and the only one that i can rely and confide in..and by the end of this year, there wouldn't be much part timer left..[sad] :( "everyone is wearing a mask, and behind it is the most evil and the ugliest face which is hidden..."
just now Hui Jun came to me and said, "I heard that you're about to court Cai Hong, ah??" OMGGGGGGGGG....[Another chain of dirty words spitted out...!!!!] i told her that i should have kept a distance from Cai Hong to prevent this kinda "joke" spreading around..and i might be avoiding her or staying away from her in the future..this is so ridiculous and IT'S SUCH A JOKE..!!! EVERYONE IS A JOKERZ...!!!!! DAMMIT..!!!! don't know how should i carry on....................................................................................................................