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Sunday, August 30, 2009

Life is The Mixture of Emotions

Sorry that I wasn't able to keep it to the very last second..
I've lost the ring that she gave me..she asked me to wear it to keep away from those malicious people..it's like i've been wearing it for more than one year and there were several times when i nearly lost it, but i found it back eventually..for this time, it couldnt be found anywhere..i lost it at Sushi Tei during work..i wish i could find it back someday, sometime..

Party..!!!
anyway, Monday was the Dinner & Dance of Sushi Tei celebrating 15th anniversary..it was fun to the MAX..!!! despite most of the part-timers were having exams..everyone was wearing as smart and elegant as possible, lol..but for me, one thing which wasnt that good was every girl was having a lot make up that made them looked different (*unnatural beauty =X)
took a lot of pictures with a lot of people..i wont upload them all on my blog, though..Ohh, introducing the latest network that i've had, Facebook..!!! it's like finally i'm on FB..!!! LOL, just add me at yen_leoboyz@hotmail.com and feel free to have a look at those interesting and memorable pictures that i've taken =p
went to HK Cafe with Yi Jing, Yu Qian, Jee Fong, Lance, Joyce and Zi Hui after the dinner..had a lot of fun and talked a lot..a lot of funny things happened and jokes were all in the air..it's really enjoyable :)

Good Bye and Take Care...
i'm getting tired of this..really tired...i really don't know who i am to u, or perhaps who you are to me..sometimes i might think that u're just making use of me..and i think i'm often being made use by others, but i would just keep quiet..so long as everyone is happy, seeing u happy, that would be fine..whenever i think of just letting go, u would try to hold me back..this is like flying a kite..sometimes we should pull back, or release and let go of the kite..if pull too tight when it's the time to let go, would end up breaking the string..but this time for sure, i would just let go, let the time stop at its most beautiful and memorable moment..
Thanks to be by my side, although the time was short enough, but i would never forget all the happy moments that we had.....
and........i won't forget u..............

i shall move on.............

A Masked Man

I think at most of the time, i'm like wearing a mask facing others..they might think that i'm perfectly fine, on the other hand, some might think i'm not..i've learnt how to use smile to greet the anguish that i would have at times..that's why i would get overjoyed in order not to think about the unpleasant things and have awful feeling..isn't it good?? knowing how to face problems and control your emotions instead of getting controlled by emotions is what a wise person would do :)
so, dont be worried..i'm fine as what i am really..what i need the most are friends, i'm really afraid of loneliness..that's why i would prefer working when i'm free, at least could get to see friends and talk to them..joke around and get rid of woes..LOL

Alright, should just end here..get more sleep, havent been having much sleep these few days, lol..need to wake up early tmr to wash my clothes, it's like boring..haha

GOOD NITE, READERS..!!!

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