Speechless

i think it's time to update my blog, don't feel like posting, though..

Friday
basically, nothing much happened, school was boring, lots of ppl not coming, the whole class was like only half of us attended, even got so frustrated by the nagging faci..she could actually keep saying the same thing for umpteen times repeatedly (!@#$%^&*)..going to work with Valen and Joyce together in the evening,tot Yi Jing would come and join us for late lunch at RP (wth, lol)..was the receptionist, partnered with Alice, work was ok..half of it was due to the absent of Uni, lol..yet, i was so troubled..a lot of things ran into my mind..didn't feel like talking, ended up giving a lot of ppl cold shoulder, sorry for that..

Saturday
not supposed to be receptionist, but Hui Ting was on MC, so i replaced her, sigh..tot i could just be alone at T section, yet still had to be the "gate-keeper"..the worst thing was i was actually having sore throat,GG..got so frustrated, totally was disrupted by something..still felt so bad hearing others saying that i looked like i was not having a good mood..didn't know that actually i had some impact on others..i apologize, i will try my best next time to hide the anguish and will give u all the brightest smile of mine :)

Sunday
better than the day before..as promised, must look fine, so i was like joking around, be as bright as the shining sun..yet still had that down-feeling most of the time..wonder why..felt like being treated differently..moving further apart..or some sort like being the eye-sore of someone..is that all my fault??anyway, just let it be..should've cared that much as i would just make myself more miserable..(*as if i could choose not to know and care about anything)
afterall, thx to Yu Qian who was the biggest Joker ever of the day..HAHAHA, trying to make fun of me, ended up fell down and sat on the floor..i was laughing like hell watching the scene when the moment she fell down..HAHAHAHAHAHA, laughed till my cheek and stomach cramped..LMAO, thx for entertaining me..at least i got brightened up a bit,LOL..

i think i really need to have some time for my own to do my own thing..erm, having the urge of going to temple after getting known from Yu Qian that she had gone there recently..anyway, planning to go this coming Tuesday and exam is coming..need to prepare for that, too..shall do the best, only if i could score another A for my Programming Module test, i would get rewarded (supposed 150bucks from school)..LOL, give the very best of ours, all..