One thing you can be sure of

*Sigh* didnt do well in the previous UT. wanted to score well yet couldnt though. i dunno why my brain was not functioning well. One of the main reasons would be the exam was way too difficult (WTH)
On the top of that, i was super hungry at that time, freaking cold and ffffing tired -.-" even though i wasnt working the nite before yet i still felt very tired. in the contrary, i was working yesterday but i was quite energetic this morning. What is the ffffing problem now, the world is turning upside down, i have body system disordered i reckon, tsk!!
i've cut off drinking coffee and i dunno whether it's good, havent been drinking for two days alrdy. i found that my body had long formed resistance to caffein. i still could fall asleep right after drinking coffee -.-" perhaps i was too tired alrdy.

Self-Reflection of the day
why there are people who have got into very complicated r/s while the rest are not. is this all about karmic?? what about the saying of "Meeting the right person at the right time". is that true? is this the best answer to the question earlier??
Does that mean that people who are in complicated r/s have met the wrong partner, or it wasn't in the right time yet. My faci said, "We should enjoy our time studying when we're supposed to". But while enjoying, cant we really enjoy doing something else?? i mean i study at the same time i work. it'd be fine if we know how to manage time.
He said "Even adults who aged 30+ don't know how to handle r/s problems well". However, it's all about managing and compromising, isnt it? So long as we know how to balance it, that is it!! Don't force yourself to do whatever things that u know is wrong, be clear and sure about what you're doing.

P.S: Wisdom and Consciousness is the key.