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Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Dino, you're always not confident in yourself

Today was a bit tired, tired not because lack of sleep, tired as in works in school really gave me pressure. Yeah, for today, especially for today. On the top of that, had UT -.-"
The good thing was, i did quite well in the UT, though i reckoned. I was like totally distracted by something else, those things that floated in my mind. Despite the laughters that we had in the class and got to prank some of the fellows.

HAHA, they (Benjamin, Erwin and Azam) were easily conned by us to just head to E5 straight away without second thought after hearing that they could just tap their student cards and leave, CE points would be given to them, LOL. in fact, the talk was postponed and think of it, where got such thing whereby u could get CE points without doing anything, lmao.

Another funny thing was just now when i went to 7eleven to help my cousin buy cigarettes, the cashier asked me to show him my IC -.-" WTH, he doubted me and when he saw my card, "1988" then kept looking at me. Still stole a few glance when i was about to pay and leave, lol.

Just got it from my aunt, it's a "Tiger Fang" from my Dad. He himself grind it :) okay, Dad. I got it, i find this weird. To be frank, the two of us are totally the same, and the way we communicate is using "silent concerns", lol..sounds cool but yea, this is how we show our concerns to each other even though we talk less but actually we talk using our hearts ^^

Everytime i would have this kinda feeling, i dun feel confident in myself. So, i wouldn't dare to make a step forward. Yet, staying at the same spot, makes me think of things a lot. Mostly are negative ones coz i myself ain't an optimistic person at this particular section. Would things turn out the way i expect? Or would i have expected too much and gotten the wrong idea by my own? I feel swirls within my mind...
Anyway, just leave it to fate. As what i said, i'm a fool at this certain section, so instead, i would just leave it to fate and go according to the natural flow.

Nitex ^^

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