Time to listen to what my heart has to say

WOW..i think this is the longest time it takes to update my blog. Ever since i came back from Bintan, it's been two weeks. So just make a brief update of what had happened, lol. Was very sick two weeks ago, it was the week after coming back from Bintan. i don't know what caused that actually, perhaps i'd overdone of training. Was quite eager to work out and had rigirous training everyday.

It was on Saturday morning when i just woke up, i had serious gastric problem. Everyone said i should have eaten, yet how would u expect me to eat when the time i was sleeping?? sleepwalking and eat or eat in my dream, lol. That sounds crazy, but still dunno why i had gastric problem upon waking up. What can i say, finally my good "friend" a.k.a "gastric problem" came and paid me a visit once in a while.

Despite the awful feeling of having gastric problem, i swallowed two pills and headed to work. Thought that i would be fine, yet my condition got worsen and really couldn't endure it. Quite a few times i rushed into the pantry and vomitted out. It was really sickening and i started to feel giddy and stuff. Eventually, i requested to go home and rest. On my way home, i wasn't able to make it to the bus stop in one shot, then i just sat down at some staircase to rest for a while and continue walking. I was afraid of passing out and fortunately i didn't.

Vomitted out whatever i had eaten -.-" and what i did was only swallowing pills and capsules. Rested at home for both Saturday and Sunday. Was feeling better on Sunday, yet still not in the best condition. Went to work and was chased home by Sally coz i looked as pale as blank paper, lol..Following that, i had flu+running nose+sorethroat+minor fever -.-"

Fortunately i've fully recovered by now, thanks to all the people who really showed the concerns and sorry if i had made u worried about me again. Oh ya, was celebrating Joyce's 18th Birthday on Thursday, Yu Qian, Qi Qin, Lance and Chong Yong were there as well. Initial plan was we're going to have a picnic at Marina Barrage, yet turned out a lot of people back out, so we just had our dinner together at Delifrance @ Cause Way Point. Afterwards, was followed by cake cutting and we had a stroll at CWP and also RP, stayed untill 11+ and left for home.

Hmm, have u ever gotten freaked out and waken up by a dream?? Omg, i dunno why it happened to me so sudden. Don't get the wrong idea that i was having a nightmare. It wasn't a nightmare, yet i was frightened by the dream that i had and jumped up from bed briskly. This is kinda weird, it brings a very big impact to me..Omg, and i've thinking of it again and again. Why?? I'm confused now..should i just listen to what my heart has to say?? Hmms..anyway, it feels good, yet at the same time i'm afraid of it, too.

Okay, not to forget that i'm having UT tmr, and more are coming for the next two weeks, lol. Must study hard then. Hopefully my brain wont be malfunctioned tmr, lol. I've done with my preparation, though and i'm not slacking off, haha..Gambatte!! ^^